Monday
open your eyes and take a good look
i was playing for the retreat on sunday. i met josie. her mum came for the retreat. after mass she came over to say hi. when i was hugging her, she started to cry.
'aren't we just human, we only missed the person when they are gone. '
nothing much has changed in amplify - my presence was like a fleeting cloud. i was telling her that i was playing in amplify for 1/2 yr and after which i left. everyone in amplify thot tt i would be staying. grace , bernard etc. joel was all tears, saying - i thot you will stay.
fidn it so funny, i went for the pre-camp and we were suppose to talk about my commitments to the group. instead everyone was too busy for me. when i left the pre-camp, i left writing at least 30 warm fuzzies to different people - yet i left with 1 warm fuzzy in my envelope.
1 warm fuzzy from gerard.
aren't we all human,
we only miss the person when they are gone.
i wonder if the day i pass away, would it make a difference in the world? would i be missed or am i just another headcount to the number of ppl tt passed on?
princess maddie.
